So, so what if i need it? so what if i need YOU?, is there anything wrong or it’s just that i misunderstood what you said?, no, i don’t think so, it’s more like you miss me and i miss you but we both know it ain’t gonna work out anyway, so we decided not to be together no more, am i acting weird? am i wrong?, i know it is so fuckin’ hard, the hardest thing is to accept our mistakes individualy, then we’ll settle down once again and again ’till we find our soul-mate.
I can’t deny i wish you were here, but also i can’t deny i kinda feel something for someone else.
What i have to do is to forgive myself for being such an idiot, what hurts me the most ain’t the fact that you’re not here anymore but the fact that i failed once again. It’s been long time since i saw you the last time, a couple days back something brought your image right down to me, it was so confusing ’cause once i thought i was so over you i realised i am NOT. Is it painful? neh, it isn’t, it’s more about proud and big ego.
I remember that a few time ago everything used to seem all fucked up, now i see everything a little more clear. Lately you ain’t here no more suddenly you are, the thing is that i want this shit to end.
Ups its so over now…
Ladies and Gen this is my third big mistake since i came back from Canada, shit! i wish… Whats with the girls?
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