Today is one of those day that i feel i don’t wanna breath anymore. The real worst thing is that it has nothing to do with any “love thing” not even “girl thing”, it’s just that i feel so much pressure. I’m one of those guys who likes to CONTROL everything, and when anything just goes badly i go crazy, it’s something i can’t help.
Everything in life is bullshit, the fact that someone loves you, when someone says it’s gonna help you, when a girl says it’s gonna be around, even when a person says “I’ll call you back”. Today is one of those days that i do not bealive a shit from anything/anybody.
I do not bealive in love anymore, i do not bealive in friendship, and i do not bealive in “frees” anymore, thats something i’d have to live with.
My mom’s crazy, my brothers are crazy, myself is crazy, my pick-up, my tools, my friends, the washer, even the sink is crazy, which by the way i got fixed today xD.
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