Histeria

I’ve been dating this girl since we met each other like 2 weeks ago, it’s nice to have some one who cares about you. We are nothing but good friends yet ’cause i still not sure if we will become something in a close future, she’s nice, smart, even thought she ain’t that cute.
What i’ve been wondering is the fact that i still thinkin of someone else, lets say im not in love with this person, but i still thinkin about her, when im on my balcony my mind just goes crazy and started to create scenes like “what if she just appear from nowhere, like she used to” Maybe i don’t know exactly whats on my mind.

The other day i was listening some old music (not that old), suddenly a song made cry, it was Angie by The Rolling Stones, it’s not like i’m a big fan of ‘em but the lyrics just reminds me her.

Here’s the lyrics.

Angie, Angie, when will those clouds all disappear
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can’t say we’re satisfied
But Angie, Angie, you can’t say we never tried.

Angie, you’re beautiful, but ain’t it time we said goodbye
Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here
Oh, Angie, don’t you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes
But Angie, Angie, ain’t it time we say good-bye

With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can’t say we’re satisfied
But Angie, I still love you, Baby, everywhere I look I see your eyes
There ain’t a woman that comes close to you, come on baby, dry our eyes

But Angie, Angie, ain’t it good to be alive
Angie, Angie, they can’t say we never tried

All this thing plus the fact that she called me last week turned me sad, really sad, just when i thought i was so over it she came from nowhere and moved all those feelings inside me that i’d been trying to keep in the dark, some kind of Pandora’s box. Its like she just set ‘em free and now i gotta put ‘em back inside.

I’m so pathetic, i hate myself when i show some kind of weakness.
I think i wrote this post ’cause im a little drunk plus i feel blue.

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