You called me, it was like 10 am i was a bit hang over and you just told me “Hey! i need your help” and i was like… what happened? and you said, i’m lost i’m driving to Tonala, now i am at the “Plaza de la Bandera”, and i was like… it is two blocks from here, so i told you how to get there. Why did you call me? there’s many ppl who you could ask to how to get there, in fact i think you must know how to get there, cause you didn’t put so much attention of what i was tellin you.
I said i wouldn’t try to understand you anymore but, girl don’t do this to me, don’t you think i’m suffering as much as you are? I am so wasted, i’m sorry girl but i must cut any kind of relation that we could still having, when i see you my heart goes overcharged it beats so fast that i think it could get out of my chest, my mind got blocked ’cause of you, i love you so much but, i’ve learned that before anyone it’s me, i can’t let myself hurt you anymore ’cause that hurts, wounds and harms myself.
I’m gonna be honest, i still having this blog ’cause i have the hope that you can read it sometime so, you can know what i’m feeling, i’ve checked the .log archives and i found so many ips from GDL, maybe one of those could be you, at this point that’s meaningless, now i know your personal projects are more important than me and that’s fine, there’s nothing better for you to do that grow your professional live, at this time i’m out of your life buet, not of your heart though.
It’s hard for me to let all this good time go to waste but, theres nothing else i can do, i let the window open if you wanna come back you are so welcome, if you are not please don’t hurt me anymore, i promise i won’t hurt you.
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