Jesus Christ it’s been taugh since Zi and i broke up, i’ve been doin’ okay in fact i just decided not to look after her anymore ’cause that was meaninless to me, but suddenly i just got all these situacions that made me change my mind, i thought Yunuen was happy and that she was doing her life well but, now i know that she ain’t so, i sent her and email and the we talked in person, she said she wouldn’t try again with me, but she couldn’t say that she don’t love me anymore, theres two things there maybe she just feel guilty of all my sadness and thats why she don’t want to tell me she don’t love me anymore or, she still havin some feelings for me, i just don’t know but i know i’ll find it out.
I’ve been drinkin a lot, i’ve been havin all the week night meetings, thats nice cause talkin to someone that is at some point the most centered person is cool, this person told me to go and face yunuen, but my ego is drivin me crazy!.
I’m not sure if i ever will find Yunuen, something’s really true, i ain’t no losin a shit ’cause i’ve nothing, but she? she’s losin something maybe not good but she’s losin me, i’ve already lost her. What else could i do if not face her? maybe kill myself xD. kiddin
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