I’ve been sayin’ that it was all my fault, i was so jelous, posesive, oger and thinks like that, but it isn’t true at all, maybe i’m not a perfect person (who is) i know i’ve made many mistakes maybe more than you but, that wasn’t the problem between us, i remember so clear how you complain about a party where we went to, it was time ago, to you everything was about social live, about going out with friends, i don’t say thats bad, that’s good but, a person or a couple can’t just base the relation about those things, i just wanted to go one step ahead but i think i was alone in my race againts life, againts the people who didn’t bealive we meant to be together, these ppl won, they were right (bullshit) at least for you they were the experience’s voice, ’cause they are older than us, and that really sucks.
Today i’ve made my moves, we almost finish everything i just gotta pay some more money then we won’t see each other anymore and thats for sure the best, everytime we meet you cry, that make me feel guilty but, i am not guilty, what have i done to you? love you? protect you? once your fears subside i know that you can love me (that reminds me a song). What the fears!
I’m moving on, even though i don’t want to but, you are living on a unreal life, you think everything’s pink and you know that ain’t real, good for you to think that, just hope once u realize that’s not what you think it was i can be there.
Now you are really out of my home, mind and probably soon even out of my heart. Thank you.
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